Hi. These are my thoughts on writing.
Until I started working on this article, I had not written much other than what I have had to and few scribes here and there. I have not kept a diary, or journal. Although I have been wanting to keep a journal for a while now to record my life. By most measures, I am living an interesting enough life that is worth recording, to say the least. I have been fortunate enough that be able to live in different countries. First I moved to Melbourne, Australia for about 4 years(2/2022 to 8/2025) and to L'Aquila, Italy for 6 months (9/2025 - 3/2025) now I am living in Hamburg, Germany (3/2026 to 9/2026). Then in September, 2026, I am planning to spend at least 6 month in the southern coast of France, a city called Nice (pronounced as Niece). I have been told more than once that I should record these experiences and I think having a record of my experiences would be interesting to look at once these days are gone; "When you are old and grey and full of sleep" to borrow from Yeats. Then, a million dollar question is why have I not been writing? and there are few plausible explanations.
- I don't think it is worth it. This is to be rejected because as I have explained I do believe that life is at least worth writing about (living, I cannot say for sure)
- I am just lazy. The evidence for this is lacking. In general, I find that I do work on things I consider important and worth doing. If I was to dedicate 1 hour per week to writing, I thin I'd have written something meaningful by now. On this basis, this argument is rejected as well.
- Writing is hard. Not only in the technical sense but it in the sense that it is heavy on the soul. To be less dramatic, writing is a cognitively demanding task. To write is to think; to write well is to cogitate. It is not a trivial task to think about ones daily experiences with the medium of writing. It challenges us to confront my existence, to say the least. What if to subvert this challenge, I become dishonest in my writing? Would it be able to fool myself or would I be able to claim, someday, to borrow from Faiz Ahmad Faiz
Substituting " میرے لوگوں" by "میری" , to say the least. I don't know the answer to this question, all I can say is, I would like to give it "a fair go". For those who don't have the good fortune of speaking speaking Urdu language, you are welcome to reach out to me and I will (try) explain the couplet by Faiz Ahmad Faiz (fun fact: He was arrested after reciting the poem from which this couplet is taken in public)
Having said that, then why am I writing at all now? Precisely because most things that are worth doing are in fact, hard and heavy. I anticipate writing, especially in the public domain, will be a rather meaningful exercise on many fronts, such as:
- Allow me the opportunity be honest and precise with my thoughts, arguments and beliefs.
- I will have a record of "the life I lived" to look back at someday
- Perhaps, I will come up with "an original thought" so to say
- Perhaps I this will become a way for me to meet interesting people around the world.
As a disclaimer, I will not use Generative AI in writing these posts. Yes, not even to improve the structure of my sentences(haha).
Thanks for reading
Regards
Tabish Ali Rather